When I dream all my dreams are like they are real. I never have strange dreams like I'm driving around in a space ship with aliens or anything my dreams could actually happen. I don't know why this is but I've been like that since I was a kid.
Last night I had a horrible nightmare. I dreamed that I went into preterm labor and lost Liam.I woke up in the middle of night to Liam kicking up a storm and I realized that it was all a horrible nightmare. I was comforted by my husband and by Liam who kept kick and turning as to remind me that he was here. I've been told from other women who have experienced losing a baby do have similar dreams while pregnant again so It is normal. I just hope and pray I will not have anymore dreams like that and I will only be filled comforting thoughts. I wondered if I should have wrote about this but I think it's important for those who may not know what it's like to loose a baby will understand how it haunts you every day. Please keep Liam, Chris and I in your thoughts and prayers. I'll need them to get through the next few weeks.
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